My musings of life

My happiness is lost Along with my breath This pain  Eating away from inside Like white ants eating away a tree Leaving nothing but an outside shell Seen to be intact from outside Yet hollow inside My heart pines at the thought That you are no more mine A part of my soul is dead Along with your memories Long lost yet freshly gained Footsteps on damp soil..

The pain in my heart When i realise The essence of this ruthless world The beauty of failure The secret behind loss The absence of happiness The wholesome pleas of my heart adamantly denied by my mind Diminishing the magnifying value  Of feelings in my life The choices that i insist on choosing Being plucked away from my grasp My fingers shivering My breath gasping Shocked by the loss of retrieval A chance of renewal of hope No hope is left in me I am more like a living corpse.