My musings of life

I am an entity Swimming along the edges of rivers Escaping from the catching hands Flapping my reluctant fins In a desperate attempt to stay alive My insides are bleeding And my heart's aching There is a turmoil going inside me Pulling its hook over me Its persuading my senses Re boosting my thoughts Devastating the tiny chord Linking my heart and brain My brain says no Heart pines a yes And I, a strugling warrior Am swimming away Along the banks of rivers Escaping from the catching hooks.

And there peeps someone beyond the horizons Above the bay Where hope defines its existence And all prayers are answered Believing that all the love she ever Dreamt of would come true All the wishes and dreams All the ripples in her ocean of thoughts Come together Making her, herself Returning her back Towards the horizon Into her.

'what' and 'if' are two words as non-threatening as words can be,but put them together,side by side and they have the power to haunt to for the rest of your life.'what if?' 'what if?' 'what if?'